Well then.

Uhm, hi everyone. It's been a while, like, fucking ages. But the rule is I'll upload whenever. But who gives a fuck? I went back to school ages back, haven't really had time to upload or write. I guess it's okay, shit is shit. Life's not very eventful. I've picked out my GCSE's for next year, looking forward to find out if I've got on them. A lots changed, my ambitions, my focuses, everything. I've decided a career path I'd like to take is politics, some back up plans I've got are business or law. So... fun. But that's just catching up on my useless shit. Lets get onto what this blog is actually about, interesting useless shit.

So catching up on shit since I last posted, Trumps presidency! That was a night of celebration, unfortunately, shits going down. Hands down, the cunts been brain hacked. His loyals are being replaced with dicks, and yeah. WW3 for the win faggots. The worlds going to shit so who cares anymore, right? I like Trump, but I feel kinda sucked in, slightly manipulated. Pretty much all politicians you can tell are manufactured plastic trash, but Trump seemed different, but I guess sometimes they can.

Britain's hosting a general election, and despite UKIPs effort to get us out the EU, some Judis's have decided to abandon us for the fucking Tori's! Like, fuck! I guess you can't win everything though. Recently British hospitals suffered a cyber terror attack, well, it was a terror attack in real life too, not just cyber. Our hospital systems got hacked and threatened with a ransom, and I believe some patients  might have died due to the systems being shut down. I'm not 100% about that though so don't claim false information bitch.

Oh and who could forget about He Will Not Divide us! Every season of it! My favorite was the one over here in Britain that turned into a full blown SAS mission like shit, there were security guards everywhere, free running, inside jobs. It was a legitimate spy mission. It was probably the ultimate shit post of 2017, but who knows, only time will tell. And Shia Lebouf has locked himself up in a cabin in the mountains because of Kek. Shadilay brothers.

Anyways, I guess that's all for today, all caught up, well mostly, caught up on the memorable shit.
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Fallout 4 mods are back?! And so am I? o.o

Hey guys! I know its been a while but as per usual, I upload whenever and I don't really have a schedule. So previously I wrote an article about PS4 mods being cancelled for Fallout 4, and recently it's been announced that they are infact happening but PS4 users can only use the actual creation kit for the game, which sounds good, and it is good don't get me wrong, but because Sony are too big of pussies to handle slooty armor mods, users aren't allowed any external hard drives to be uploaded, so no slooty armor, no body mods, etc. Like fucking hell! Prudes. Don't get me wrong, I am still excited for PS4 mods, but I don't appreciate the limitation, and in all honesty I'm not as excited as before.

So Skyrim remastered will be coming out with mods before Fallout 4 gets the update, which is fine, I just hate the fact Sony have banned us from uploading anything out of the creation kit. It's just ridiculous and there's no need for it, I understand Sony are protective over what goes on their consoles but it's stupid, it's unfair and it's pointless.

At the moment I haven't got much information on the situation so I'm sorry this article has been short, like really fucking short. Thanks for reading though, this was just kindof an update, and I hope you enjoyed! Come back whenever because we upload whenever! Cya!

P.S Sorry for not uploading, I've not really had an idea what to write about, so I'll try to get back to it, I'm just in a block at the moment.

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Mirai Nikki - Future Diarys Review.

I'll be honest, super duper honest, I am... A yandere... And if anyone touches my Senpai, I will kill them. Just kidding, maybe, maybe not... Anyways, today I'm writing up a review on one of my favorite anime's in existence, Mirai Nikki. Yuno Gasai is just my life, I have a full cosplay of her. Mirai Nikki is the second anime I ever watched, and I've rewatched it a million times since! Now, if you're not familiar with this anime, I'll explain:

Mirai Nikki is an anime about a boy named Yuki who gets sucked into a battle between 12 'Future Diary' holders, to become the next god of time. Future Diaries are phone type things that can predict certain things about the future, and each diary is different. Yuki's future diary predicts what's going to happen and where, but not how. Yuno is one of his fellow competitors who idolizes Yuki as her senpai, and is known as a face for Yandere. Yuno's diary can predict Yuki's future, but where Yuki's diary lacks, Yuno's diary picks up. There's an almost hunger games like battle between the 12 diary holders, with Yuno at Yuki's side helping him all the way, even if Yuno is insane.

Mirai Nikki is just an awesome anime in general, with lots of action, humor and just general amazingness. From the art, to the way the characters act, it's just amazing, and it manages to keep the watchers attention all the way through. The way in which Yuki's character develops throughout the anime, from naive to manipulative, and the way Yuno's character turns from sweet to obviously insane, it just works amazingly, and if I had to pick one of my favorite animes ever to watch, it would be Mirai Nikki purely for Yuno Gasai's character alone.

The character I find the funniest though is Twelth just because he's a very random character, and when first introduced seems a bit creepy, due to the fact he has Ninth imprisoned, but as you see more you quickly notice that he's a nutjob. All of the characters seem to have their own individual personalities which makes for even more of an interesting view time.

Thanks for reading another review of mine guys, hope you enjoyed! Come back whenever because we upload whenever, and adios!

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Fallout 4 - PS4 Mods cancelled?!

Hey guys, so recently we received some news from Bethesda that Sony have decided to cancel the installation of PS4 mods to Fallout 4. After all this time we've been waiting, Sony turned around and told us to go fuck ourselves. Personally, I am very disappointed about Sony's decision as I use PS4 at my main gaming platform, and like I expressed in my first blog about Fallout 4, PS4 mods were something I, and lots of others, were looking forward to in the future, for both Fallout 4 and Skryim special edition.

Bethesda have expressed that they are still trying to get some sort of mod support for Fallout 4 onto the PS4, but for the time being they are stumped. They have also expressed that they have been ready to install mods onto the PS4 for a while but Sony refused due to the fact that Sony is very strict on what goes onto their consoles, like naked mods, etc. Which, I'm not going to lie, I was excited for the slooty armor mods and the body morph mods, but that's only because the vanilla boobs and ass are flatter than your grandmas tittys. I mean, body sliders on those aspects would've been nice. Cough, melons, cough.

In all seriousness though, people have said that maybe Bethesda's trying to make Sony look bad but I don't believe that's true. Bethesda are normally on top of complaints and quality of their games, so I don't think they would be the cause of PS4 mods not happening, all evidence points to Sony's strict rules on what goes on their consoles, and as annoying as it is, that's that. Although some people have said they're switching consoles because of this, I won't be. Even if I am disappointed I still love the way my PS4 runs games, and the fact that it's specifically designed for gaming, not to imitate a PC like XBOX does. I mean, with Playstation, you're getting a console specifically for gaming, if you're getting an XBOX, you might aswell just be getting a downgraded PC. If you're thinking about getting an Xbox, I'd suggest splurging on a gaming PC that you can upgrade, keep for longer and is generally a better quality. With Xbox, every time a new one comes out you spend like £300 on a new one, whereas with PC you spend £500+ getting the stuff and then you get to keep it for the next 10 - 20 years depending on how well you look after it. You get more for your money and if one little thing breaks, you don't need to spend £300 on a new one, you just spend a bit on the part and replace it.

Back to what I was originally talking about though, PS4 mods. I hope Bethesda do manage to come up with a new idea without Sony, or convince Sony to let them install it. They let them install mods to Farming Simulator, and even though they aren't on the scale of which the mods for Fallout 4 could be, it's still not fair at all to let one game have mods but not Fallout. I hope Sony will just get the fuck over whatever they have against slooty armor mods soon and just let us have mods.

Anyways guys, that's all for today! I hope you enjoyed reading and come back for more whenever because we upload whenever! Adios!
                                                                                     
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I still remember - sequel - final part.

I think about the future, what it has in store, where will I go, what will I do? I think about my life, and wonder about the next chapter. I can't change what happened, but I can stop it from happening again. This is the story of the beginning of my new life. This is the story of my true love, Hayley. This is moving on.

It was early in the morning when I got up, smiling, looking over to the door to see my wedding suit hanging on the handle. Getting out of bed, I walk over to the balcony and look through the pristine glass doors at the snowy scenery in front of me. She wanted to get married in winter, I wanted to get married in the mountains. It worked out well. I couldn't wait to see her beautiful blonde hair, her white dress, her smile. In only a few hours I would be with her forever, and I couldn't be happier.

Standing on the platform outside, my breaths come out as a white cloud. Waiting, waiting for her to walk down that isle. As I'm turning to look at Hunter, my best man, the music plays and I turn to look at her immediately. The way her dress flowed out, her long blond curls reaching her waist. There were snowflakes on her veil and her hair, the way they sparkled made her all the more beautiful. The way her light blue eyes looked at me, full of love. Her bright white smile lit up her face. As she finally reached me, I took her warm hands in mine and smiled as we recited our vows, followed by a kiss I never wanted to end.

Months after, she came to me with incredible news, life changing news. "Ryder, I need to tell you something." She said, sitting down with a gentle smile. "Yea?" I said, looking up from my book. "Just look at this." She held out a white stick in her hand and at first I was confused, until I realized what it was. Taking the pregnancy test from her hand, shock, happiness and disbelief took me all at once. There it was, a positive. "Oh my god... This is amazing..." I whispered, pulling her in and hugging her. "I know!" She squealed, kissing me on the cheek. 

Ninth months later, my son was born. We named him after his uncle Hunter. He has his mothers light blue eyes and my dark brown hair. That day was one of the best days ever, I had just gotten a new job for a games company that I'd been wanting to work for for a while, I found my wedding ring that I'd lost the week before, and to top it all off, I got to see my wife and my sons gorgeous smiles.

I can't change what happened, but I can change what happens. I still remember the past, I'll never forget it, but the present is where my mind rests. My name is Ryder, and this was the story of where I am today.

(Hey guys! Thanks for reading today, I hope you enjoyed this short story series, I enjoyed writing it. Unfortunately it's over, but if you want anymore short stories about anything else, just let me know! Come back whenever because we upload whenever, and adios!)

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Transtrender Issues

Hey guys, so today I wanted to discuss an issue that just pisses me off to the max. Transtrenders. I haven't spoke about this before, nor have I hinted to it but I'm a transgender male FTM, and what I've noticed a lot since I started getting into politics is that the 'LGBT' community is mainly leftist, whereas I consider myself more right. And over time, having to spend time around these people I've noticed a common theme among the leftist side of it, Transtrenders. If you don't know about Transtrenders, basically it's the same people who made up a million different genders, say that gender is nothing to do with biology and identify as a cat. As a transgender male, I prefer to think of myself as male mainly, looking male, acting male, trying my best to sound male, but I do still admit to being biologically female because that's a part of myself I can't escape, and if someone refuses to disrespect the fact I go by the name Jake and normally get called sir and stuff like that, I will correct them but if they still refuse to respect that, I just get on with it. These Transtrenders expect you to remember a million different pronouns, the ones they use, and to use it on them.

The reason this issue pisses me off so much is because within the 'LGBT' community, whenever people find out I'm trans they automatically assume I'm a leftist feminist when I'm far from that. And when it's people it the 'LGBT' community who assume that and I correct them I get told I'm being oppressed, or I'm faking it for a joke, and that I'm a bad human being, but the only times I have ever gone through any form of oppression due to me being transgender is by these people saying I'm oppressed. Yes, I am, by you oppressing my freedom of speech and giving me death threats. I try my best to avoid association with anything 'LGBT' but sometimes I do get sucked in, and sometimes it's difficult to avoid certain arguments, or some awkward situations.

Another reason why it pisses me off is because the only people getting any attention are these Transtrenders, and people then seem to automatically assume you're one of them. Look, these people may not be transgender, but that doesn't mean it's not a real issue. I try to disassociate myself from these people but it gets difficult depending on the situation. Gender is not an experience, it is a biological thing. My brain as a transgender person is male though, they did a study on transgender brains and it showed that an actual transgender persons brain works in the exact same way of which someone of the biological gender that they identify with works. So yes, biologically I am female, but my brain works the same way of which a males brain would, and that's why my biological gender doesn't align with my brain, and why I try to suit my body to my brain. Transtrenders experience none of the things an actual transgender person experiences, this is obvious from the way YouTubers like Milo Stuart or Justin talks. If you want to feel special, do something special, stop being a retard for 2 seconds and realize you're damaging our planet. Don't just take a small issue, and give it crap publicity for some attention.

I have plenty of reasons to hate Transtrenders, but this will be my last one. There's a waiting list for transgender surgery's, Testosterone and Estrogen. These people are making that waiting list longer for people who actually suffer from these issues by joining the waiting list just to make themselves seem special, and it's annoying. I'm on a waiting list for a transgender clinic and the waiting list is 18 weeks, and it pisses me off to think that some of that time, not all of that time obviously, but some of that time is because of these social justice warrior retards trying to seem special.

My names Jake, I don't consider myself transgender, I consider myself as a regular 13 year old dude. I won't be making any more blogs about my gender identity, I am who I am and it's nobody's concern but my own. I just felt as though I had to write this to state my stance as a 'transgender' person, and that these people aren't a representation of who I am, what my thoughts and opinions are, or anything like that. And I don't want to lose my rights to get Testosterone or surgery because the only examples people have of us are these fake fucks. I get asked a lot how I can be transgender and right wing and the answer is simple, I don't believe anyone in the western world is being oppressed, I believe in freedom of speech and I believe that facts and statistics are facts and statistics, and if proven right, should not be ignored. Some right wing people are against transgender rights, and to them I say, look at people like me, not Milo Stuart, it's not a mental disorder that I have, it's how my brain formed. Don't fight against my rights to get what I need, but fight with me to find a way to get rid of people like Milo.

Thankyou for reading, I touched on a subject today that really frustrates me, but whenever I upload next I'll be more uplifting. This is an important topic for me and I wanted to get my views and opinions out there. Thanks for reading, and come back whenever because we upload whenever! Adios!

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I still remember - Prequel story

I still remember the way my phone lit up, an unknown number. I still remember her first text, a simple hello. I still remember what I was thinking, I still remember that excitement for our first meeting. I still remember the first time I saw her off a screen, the way she smiled, the way she smelt, how her hand felt. I still remember it all. I had no clue what the next few years had for me. This was when I first met her, you know how we parted ways, you know where I am now, but not how it started.

"You're such a loner." Iden muttered. "So?" I rolled my eyes, walking off to the kitchen to make some coffee. "Ok, listen, my girl really wants a double date with one of my friends, and I can't stand Aidens girlfriend, she's such a bitch, and Kieran's boyfriend is so camp it's unbelievable, what if, I find you a girl and you come on a date with us? Please? I know someone perfect for you, and she's not annoying." He said, looking up from his phone and smirking. "Fine, but if I hate her, you can just put up with Kieran and Milo." I said, passing him a cup and sitting down. "Yea, yea." He sighed.

I sat down, sliding my gloves off my fingers and sticking them in my pocket. It was a frosty December morning, I was meeting a girl that Iden set me up with. Her name was Alyssa, such a pretty name I thought to myself. I sat down by the fountain, looking down at my phone to check the time as she came up to me. "Uh, hello? Ryder, right?" She said, smiling at me. "Yea, you must be Alyssa." I said, smiling back. She looked so pretty in person, so innocent. "I thought because it's cold out, you'd like to go the movies maybe?" I said, standing up. "Sure, what movie did you have in mind?" Her eyes lit up and that was the first time I noticed them, I took her hand and smiled. "It's a surprise." And off we went.

It sounds like a normal movie date, and it was. I had no fucking idea how much of a monster she was... All I could think about was how beautiful she was, how sweet she seemed. All I could think about was how amazing she was. If I had known, I would've ignored her calls, blocked her number, ignored her in the streets, but I didn't know, how could I?

It had been 7 months, we'd moved in with each other, and that's when it all changed, her mood, her attitude. "Sweetheart, are you okay?" I said one morning when she was washing up after breakfast, and just like that, she snapped, "No, you don't fucking do anything around here!" She screamed. "What...?" I said, taken aback. "You don't help me, you just sit around and make mess, expecting me to clean it up." Her voice was angry, but there was something else behind it. "I'll go clean the bathroom if you want baby..." I said, getting up. "No! You'll just fuck it up!" She screamed, and a plate went flying past my head. The sound of that plate smashing against the wall is indented in my memory, the fear, the shock I felt. That was when the shit show began. "Woah!" I shouted, stepping back. She turned around and stomped towards me and I was frozen to the spot. This woman that I loved, this woman who was the sweetest thing in the world, my favorite person ever... Bam. A smack across the face. She stepped back and glared at me. "Oh..." Was all I could say to her, I felt the heat rising to the mark on my cheek and I looked down at her. I don't know what I expected, an apology? An apologetic look at least? Tears? Whatever I expected, I was greeted with the exact opposite. "Get the fuck out, just, get out of here." She said in a dark tone. "Ok..." And with that, I left the kitchen and went outside, leaning against the wall and looking up and the sky.

I still remember all three of those days, but I still can't decide what one was the beginning of the past few years...

(Hey guys! Another story to continue the last one, once again, it is not based on a real life story, and thank you for reading. Come back whenever because we upload whenever and thanks!)

                                                               

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